The last thing I wanted to do was begin week 7 discouraged. I was so looking forward to watching the Lord rock my world every time I turned around, and I don’t want to say I’m disappointed with the way the day went, but it certainly wasn’t what I expected.
Bible study was a struggle…I practically had to threaten my kids to get them to discuss anything. Then, when I set up an intentional conversation with one of my unsaved students, she came to meet me, but brought 3 of her friends along with her.
I know its only day one, but I feel like I don’t have much time left. After hearing the rest of the staff excitedly discuss the ways Father is moving in their students lives, I couldn’t help but feel discouraged knowing that mine didn’t seem to be getting anything. Sometimes, I can’t help but wonder what I’m doing wrong. I feel like my students are missing out by being in my group. I was so certain the Lord called me here, but its days like these that really make me wonder.
Father, Remind me why you called me here.